Sunday, 9 October 2016

One Sided Lover

Dear One Sided Lover,
I hope you are doing good.. I know that this post of mine may come as a thunder to you as no one, especially you, do not expect such things from me..
But today, I feel like its high time to let it all out..
Its been long since we have known each other. We are very well acquainted with each other. We had always tried to be good friends.. We have been together in good and bad times..
On the very first day when you told me this, I have been very clear on my part.. I told you I will not push you out of my life just because you have been too much honest to tell me that you have fallen for me. I respected you then, I respect you now..
It feels bad when you are not able to reciprocate the same love you are getting from someone. I really adore and respect that you never asked for same but dear, it feels really really bad.
I don't have much idea about love. All I know is it is impossible for you and me to force it.
We are and we had been good friends.. But it is really painful when that friendship is garnished with a flavor of love and I fail to say anything as I am not supposed to rule you in any sense..
I know I have been rude many times.. I know sometimes I didn't even acted as a friend when you need one. But I can't help it.
I hate to hurt you. I have no idea whether you believe it or not. But you have to know that sometimes you do things which I am not able to digest.
I do not want you to make a cruel image of love because of me.. As whatever is here is not love..
After few years, if once in a blue moon I pass your mind, I want it to be like a good friend rather than a ruthless bitch.
You asked me to be in your shoes many time.. This time I request you to do the same.. Just once and feel what I am going through everyday since the day of enclosure,
Regards...  :):)

Sunday, 11 September 2016

Girls... Be free Be Yourself

Girls...! Sometimes I think in what kind of world we live in..
We are fighting for equality.. Equity is something needed..
We are so much habitual of taking pain.. From threading our eyebrows.. Waxing our arms and legs.. Giving birth.. Pain during menstruation..
Pain.. We have a never ending bond with it.. Some of it we have to tackle as we have no choice to escape that phase.. But most of it we invite.. Invite to look gorgeous..
Have you ever came across someone who pointed you has "Anil Kapoor's Sister/Daughter".. Just because your arms are not waxed..?? I came across one..!! 
If roaming around in vest is okay.. Then who are they to tell us when our strap is out..? After all its another piece of cloth..
If we are doing all this for ourselves.. Great.. But if all this is done so as to please those people with little mind.. Then I am sorry..!
I am sorry I am not going to please you with my beauty but confidence..
I am sorry I am not going to take that pain for you.. But will do that stuff when I feel like.. Won't if I am okay and comfortable with all I have..!
I am sorry I am not going to learn a lesson on "being hygienic" from those who can roam around the city in shorts with one inch long hair..!
I am not born to please you but myself..
And if you have problem... Then you are free to leave and move to another world of fantasy where you may find me living as per your will..!! 
Good Bye..